So I'm about to admit to being a little bit of a freak. The first reason has to do with the fact that I'm extremely sentimental, which generally serves me pretty well, except post break up. Then literally everything and I mean everything has meaning. Let me tell you what I mean. I went to whole foods on the way back from sittering for my grandfather and I wanted to get see if they had frozen Brusselsprouts. A simple thing which they didn't have but I had to leave the God damn frozen isle because I started to get sad. I mean seriously. It made me feel a little stupid that I was getting mushy about frozen food but there it is. I did.
I still think being that sentimental is a good thing but it definitely opens me up to hurt. I quite readily and willingly invest a lot into dating someone and that does not always pay off for whatever reason. That is who I am to the core so I won't ever truly change but it is good to know that in advance.